Lost
Sunday, October 21, 2007
this is a shorter weekend for me
and the week
really felt damn long
especially while at the outfield grounds
from tuesday to thursday
crappy grounds
f***ked up weather
dig dig dig
cover up
redeploy
dig again
lost important document
lost watch
lost appetite
lost sleep
lost mood
i seem to be very absent minded these days
what exactly is the problem
i cant pinpoint
this sianess is destroying the very things that i look foward to
time spent outside camp
even as im typing this
feel so darn apathetic
u noe u get the i want to F88k the world attitude
the worst thing is
u dont have the one or two days where u can just do nothing and rot around
why?
cos u got to serve the organisation
and the organisation
demands that u bookin on time
even a few minutes late can land u in trouble
yet it releases u as it deems fit
it demands the best from u
it wants u to be at ur best
but it doesnt compensate for ur sacrifices sufficiently
its a hierachial system
where orders are absoulute and authority cannot be questioned
my good friend is about to enter the organisation
understandibly hes feeling rather apprehenive and sian...
watching the movie superbad just now
not a bad film
good for laughs
and an insight to us high school life
talked to my fren bout some stuff regarding the organisationa
and what to expect
wish him the best
psp
got juiced 2
not a bad game
quite a good game
bout the import scene
too bad no free roaming
not like need for speed series
i must say im very dissapointed with wangan midnight portable
controls are stiff
and its nothing like maximum tune 3
totally diff game physics
i'll stick to wmmt3
even if its costly
first post from my new home
outz
gonna sleep soon
12:26:00 AM
ghost in a shell
Saturday, October 13, 2007
okay so its midway through the month
and time for a mild update
crisis core is complete as in story wise
i cant finish the missions
as i get killed instantly by some enemies
sad ending...
wished this game was longer
but hey it did justice to ff7
dont want to talk bout army stuff
its getting on my nerves just thinking bout it
but got to thank yf for just listening to me
and for letting me in on his past
and giving some sound advice
i read in a book
that just by listening to someone lending him or her
an ear
can make so much difference
i realise that im still an introvert at heart
sure i try to force myself to talk more to others
its just that other than gaming stuff
i dont have much other ideas to talk about
i hate that awkard feeling when i go to other peoples bunk and i dont know what to say
i realise that i keep wondering to the other sections bunk and dont really stay in my own section bunk for long
i wonder how some people can stay in their own section bunk for the whole day
and i keep thinking of one of my platoon mates as a girl ( JOkingly cough cough what are u thinking man)
lolz
okay okay
hes 100% a guy
hes small size
but runs darn fast
and is pretty fit
but i tease him as sexy lady
u got to c him and u noe why
fair complexion
hes darn good at games
fast fingers
now im going to try out wangan midnight portable
from what i noe
its pretty darn different from wmmt in the arcades
the soundtrack for wmmt3 is darn nice
trance fans will like it
i like some of the songs though there arent many lyrics
check out wmexpressway.net for links
this post will be the last one from my current address
come this sat morning when i i get out of THAT PLACE again
will be heading to the new place
argh stupid got Occice dutyon friday
posting out
11:15:00 PM
